Teresa Giudice may have changed her mind about her husband, Joe Giudice, after her mother passed away earlier this year. Even though Teresa had been very supportive of her husband and claimed that she would stand by him no matter what, Teresa is now realizing that her husband's mistakes resulted in her missing 11 1/2 months with her mother. Teresa revealed that she was angry with her husband for taking this away from her, as this was a precious time she would never get back.

"The Real Housewives of New Jersey" star has been candid in her new book, "Standing Strong," where she talks about her marriage.

Many people were shocked that she would be so loyal to him, but she has revealed that she is angry that his mistakes resulted in her losing time with her mother. Her mother passed away from pneumonia earlier this year. According to a new report, Teresa Giudice has a hard time getting used to her mother passing away, and she still thinks that her mother will come back.

Still hoping mom will come back

"It's really like a bad dream, and I'm still kind of numb over it. I don't know if I'll ever get used to it," Teresa Giudice explained in an interview with the Daily Dish recently, sharing that she still grieves and she's still hurting months later.

She also explained that she and her daughters are doing alright, even though Milania was struggling to let go of her grandmother as seen on this week's episode "The Real Housewives of New Jersey." However, Teresa reveals that she will probably always struggle when it comes to letting go of her mother completely.

She may also be hurting inside.

Fixing her relationships

After losing her mother and coming home from prison, Teresa Giudice revealed that she wanted to fix some of her relationships. She is currently getting along with Melissa Gorga, but she decided to make peace with Danielle Staub as well. Melissa has revealed that Teresa's cousins are reaching out to her, but Giudice still feels betrayed by them as they chose to talk about her criminal case when she had asked them not to.

It sounds like her Mother's death may have affected her in a powerful way, as she's fixing her relationships and she's hoping that she will soon be healed from all the drama from the past. One thing is for sure: Teresa may be enjoying her time with her father.

What do you think of Teresa Giudice's comments about missing her mother? Are you surprised that she's still clinging on to the memory of her mother?